Have you experienced the fear of going back to campus? Well, I'm not discussing about fear in this column, instead I am talking of my feelings when it is the time for me to get back to my university. When I woke up this morning, I reluctantly got off my bed and kept thinking that my holidays were actually ended today! This unexplained feelings started to engulf my mood of the day. When I reached Tawau Airport, I felt a cold shiver around my body,and that is the feeling of uneasiness. When I was in the plane, I kept thinking whether I was afraid to go back to my campus, and I realised that I was not afraid at all. It is just a kind of feelings that I dont wanna leave my family behind. I relaxed myself by controlling myself not to think such thing. While on board, I was reading my new storybook The Chicken Soup For The Soul ''Campus Chronicles", and guess what, I actually read the stories about what I was going through today. When I took my first step at my room, I felt delighted and met my lovely roommates back ever since we were off for holidays. At that moment, things were not that scary after all! I finally accepted the reality that I am going back to continue my studies, and I have to leave my family afar and get a degree back to make them proud. That is what I wish for now, nothing more than I can wish for, gand with God's blessings, I believe I can do it. There are many people supporting me, FRIENDS and FAMILY. Once I thought of that, I finally overcome my fear! I was thinking too much after all. But then it's a good start of my second year!
All is worthwhile once u officially become Dr Kevin Victor:)
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