Sunday 18 March 2012

Puppy love!

I'm going to share my experience of being in love during my secondary school time! When I was in Form Two, I met this amazing girl, and she was in Form One. She did make my heart pounded so fast that I cant even control it. The story began when I saw this girl for the first time at SALC ( For those who don't know the place, it is a place similar to a library at my school), I knew I got attracted by her with no reason. I kept asking myself, why am I so nervous when I met her for the first time, weird huh! Then the day after, I tried to approach her, wanted to know more about her, and I did such a silly thing that I even lied to my parents that I have an extra class in the morning ( at that time, my class started in the afternoon session), just to see her in SALC( she is the librarian for SALC)! What I did was just to see her, and I got no courage to talk to her. Until one day, after school classes finished at 6pm, I waited for my school bus to fetch me back home, and while waiting, I saw her waiting for her transport just outside the school entrance. My heart pounded fast again, "Should I go and talk to her?", I kept asking myself. Again, I was not brave enough to talk to her, as she doesn't know me yet. It was pretty obvious if I went to talk to her so suddenly. Then my bus finally came, and I entered the bus. And while the bus was passing by her, I suddenly waved at her, she saw me with weird looks. So this is the start! I started to know her more when I finally approach her the next day at SALC. I started talking to her, and she replied me with her cute smile..OH~my heart melted! Then day by day, I was getting brave to talk to her. And we finally became friends! At that time, I think I am the happiest person on Earth! Every day, after school, I waved at her from my bus when my bus passed by her. She replied me with a wave and her smile, wow so sweet! But this lasted for only a year, when she entered Form 2, she has a boyfriend. When I knew about it, my heart was so hurt as if a knife just pierced through it. But I never give up, I still looked for her in SALC as usual, chatting with her and laughed together. Until her boyfriend be a SALC librarian, just for her, I cant talk to her that often anymore. I felt uneasy, I cant sleep well every night, kept thinking of her. The condition became worse when I heard from my friend that she finally kissed her boyfriend. I cried alone at the room every night. Until the end of the year, just after our school final exam, she finally came to me, giving me an invitation card. I was invited to her house, and it's not a good news, because it is for her farewell party. She's moving to KL with her family, and will never return already! During the same day, I've decided to buy a present for her after thinking for so long. It was just a cute teddy bear. That night, as I entered her house, I saw her smiling happily, inviting me into her house, and I handed the present to her. Then we did have fun with other friends who were also invited, playing hide and seek, taking photographs, and watching movie at the living room. I felt happy and sad at the same time. Till before going back to my home, I finally asked for her phone number, in which I always wanted to ask for. She gave me her phone number, and once I reached back home, I called her, and said goodbye to her. She even thanked me for my present and she liked it! That time I only can contact her through her phone number as there are no Facebook and Friendster yet! All I can remember is that, I sms her every night, saying good night to her for about 2 years. Then I stopped, because I've finally given up. It's impossible to love someone whom I cant meet for long time. This is the end of my story. I've kept it in my heart for years and it's time for me to share this amazing story of mine to everyone!