This is the first time of my life experiencing how LOVE works..
All this long, my friends kept asking me whether i'm attached, and when i answered them,''I'm still single", their surprised expression made me feel uneasy.
Why everyone keeps thinking that I already have a girlfriend? Nonsense!
I never have a girlfriend before even during my secondary school days.
Even few of my friends purposely introduced girls to me, and we ended up as normal friends.
Why don't I look for one instead?
Okay, I admit there are few girls like me a lot, they even did something that makes me feel touched, but among them, whom should I choose? Which type of girls I like? Is the girl's physical appearance and looks are really important for me?
If I have a girlfriend, is it because I love her? If yes, how deep? When I saw her at anywhere, how do I feel? Happy or just normal? Well, I start experiencing this kind of thing when I met a girl whom I started to be interested of.
Of course, I wont write the answer here, because whether I love her or not, I'm not sure.
How about others who admitted that they like me? I didn't reject them as well. Aishhh! Headache!
But then if I have a girlfriend, if I found out that we're not actually match, should I break up with her? I'm not sure. I guess that I'm not ready for the whole process yet. But then I really hope I can find a person who really can be with me whenever and wherever I go..
